but not until January 14th! I'm going to be miserable for 2 weeks. I don't know how I'm going to get through this for 12 more days. I had to take my pain med/muscle relaxant early tonight because I'm so miserable. I will probably go to bed early because I'm so uncomfortable. I feel better when I'm in bed. I can't spend all my time in bed though. I need to be up and moving around so I'll feel better. I know I'm sitting too much and that's why my back is hurting so much. I wish the weather was nicer so I could at least get out and walk around the cul de sac but there's still snow and ice on the ground and it's very COLD out so that's not really an option right now. I'm terrified of falling on the ice. That's the last thing I would need to have happen.
I need to try to go to the store tomorrow or ask Lisa again to go for me. I don't know if I'm up to going yet. I'd like to try but I'm afraid of getting in the store and not being able to get back out to my car. Feeling like this is just horrible. I really want to feel better and soon. The anxiety has been bad today too so I couldn't even think of bringing Bayou to daycare. She really needs to go. She needs to play and exercise. Maybe I can get her there tomorrow or Friday. It will be warmer Friday so maybe I won't be so anxious about driving.
Thankfully the meds are kicking in and the pain is dulling. I'll be in bed by 9pm the latest tonight. Life sucks.
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