David just asked me if I had a good day today. I was honest and told him it was nice to spend time with him but it has really been a crummy day for me. The pain in my right groin and hip is unending and uncomfortable. I've also been having anxiety off and on all day today. Not sure why that's happening. I can't wait to follow up with the doctor (not sure if it's this week or next week though because of the holidays). It wasn't a terrible Christmas since I got to be with David but it sure could have been a whole lot better.
Part of the problem is that I wasn't brave enough to ask people for help. With help this could have been a whole lot better. Hopefully I can ask for help going forward, even if I have to pay someone. I need help with dishes, laundry and grocery shopping and some things around the house. Until I can get to feeling better I'm going to need help to keep up with all of this stuff. David's doing all he can but working full time and taking care of me is enough for him to do. I'll find someone who can help me.
Anyway, it's almost bedtime and hopefully I'll sleep better tonight (the leg pain is waking me up). Tomorrow I'll be on the trail for help around here. I'll do what I can but I'll need some help with some of it. I'll find help one way or another.
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