Pain

I'm dealing with pain in my back and legs tonight. Too much sitting and not enough getting up and down is bothering my back. A lot! I took some pain meds so hopefully soon it will be okay. I realized that I forgot to take my sleep med last night so I'm sure that's partially why I had such a bad night last night. I won't forget tonight though.

Earlier today we went to the store. I was able to get what I needed and get checked out without too much difficulty. I was glad that David drove though. I did have an anxiety attack on the way to the store though. I felt claustrophobic in the car. Thankfully it didn't last long. I'm glad I could get to the store though. I was able to get stuff for a Christmas meal. I'll probably cook tomorrow though so we'll have meal and leftovers for Christmas.

It's only 8:20pm and I'm ready for bed already. I sure hope I don't have the massive leg cramps and pain tonight like I did last night. That was horrible.

I'm still touched that my nephew called me because he is worried about me. He said that it would be like losing his mom if he lost me. You can't ask for more love than that. I still didn't mean to worry him though. I guess a lot of people are worried about me right now. I'm grateful for the prayers and concern. I'm also grateful for the information that has been shared with me. There's stuff I just wouldn't have known without posting on facebook. I don't think I have CLL but I'm glad I found out that it runs in our family. It's something to follow up on for sure.

I'm going to try to stay up until this medicine kicks in and then take my sleep med and then head to bed shortly after that. There's nothing on TV tonight so I'm getting kind of bored anyway.

I did finally pick up my prescriptions. I used the inhaler earlier. It didn't seem to make much difference but who knows what it will do "long" term. I'll start the antibiotic tonight too. I really don't know if I have bronchitis but if the ER doc thought so then maybe I do. I know it has nothing to do with my back and leg pain though. I'll have to see if I can get some steroid injections scheduled to make that feel better.

Miserable, miserable, miserable. That's all I can say.