Anxiety about appointment drive

I'm very anxious about driving to my appointment tomorrow. It may rain which is only making my anxiety worse. There is a chance that David will be home in time to take me to my appointment. I hope he is. I'm not looking forward to going on my own. I thought about rescheduling but it's too late to do that. Tomorrow is the only day we are expecting any rain. Damn. I did take some Xanax this afternoon because the anxiety was so bad. I really think that the Waldo Canyon Fire and the Aurora theater shootings had something to do with my anxiety being so bad. The worst things that could happen did happen here or close to here. It made anything bad possible. Sigh.