I could use some encouragement (Saturday night)

I originally posted this Saturday night, 11/26/11. I got through the night with the help of a lot of WW friends. I did have my doughnut Sunday morning. It took care of the craving and I'm fine here on Sunday night.

I know not many people are around on the weekend but I could really use some encouragement. It's not a Thanksgiving thing, it's a Saturday thing. I always seem to struggle on the weekend and Saturday is the worst day. I've used all my daily points, I didn't have any weekly points left so went into my activity points for 5 more and I still want to eat. I've been nibbling on carrots, cucumbers and grapes but really want junk food tonight. I haven't had fast food for almost 9 weeks and haven't gone to the 7-Eleven or other convenience store for junk food in about 7 weeks. But tonight I'm ready to pitch it all just to eat some junk food.


I've tried keeping busy, I've tried napping and nothing is helping me get rid of this craving. What I truly want is doughnuts. My plan is to use 14 of my daily points tomorrow and get 2 doughnuts for Sunday morning. I don't know if I'll actually do it but right now that's my plan. There's a 9am WW meeting in the morning and I want to get to it but right now I want the doughnuts more than I want to go to the meeting.


I just want to go to bed and have this day end but it's only 6:30pm and if I go to bed now I'll be up in the middle of the night with this stinking craving. I have 5 activity points left tonight and I don't want to use them. I feel like I'm at least still sort of on plan since I haven't gone past my points.


I feel like I should just give in to the craving and be done with it. Then again I think "this too shall pass". I know I can do this it just doesn't feel like I can. Any suggestions on what I can do or just some encouragement to get me through this? Just posting this has helped because it's keeping me accountable. Now if I eat junk food I do it with intention and I don't really want to do that.