Calmed down

I have calmed down since my last post. I still stand by everything I posted though. I decided to call my allergy doctor since my allergies have been so bad and I'm having trouble breathing. It could be allergies, anxiety or the fire smoke from fires burning in Colorado and New Mexico (or Arizona). Calling the doctor was the right thing to do. I almost wasn't going to call just because David wanted me to. That would be letting him control my behavior and I'm not going to let that happen. I also decided to cook dinner now. He can always heat it up when he gets home. I made chicken, a baked potato and peas. It's still cooking right now. It should be ready by 4:30pm. I don't know what time David will be home so I'd rather just do it now instead of waiting until later to do it so I'm doing it now.

David got home at 4pm, before dinner was even ready. He acted like nothing even happened. Typical.

Dinner was good. I've used all my points for the day but still have 42 weekly points left and 14 AP's that I want use. WI is tomorrow so my numbers will reset at midnight. I'm sure I've lost some weight this week. My scale at home shows that I've lost a couple of pounds. I think that I'll probably have breakfast tomorrow and then not eat until after my meeting. David has golf so won't be home until late. I'll probably make a salad. I might get some bread to go with it. I was going to go to the store today but will do it tomorrow after I drop off Bayou at daycare. I don't need anything right away so it can wait. I'd like to have the Werther's candies because I'm craving something like that but it's no big deal. I'll be fine without it.

It will be a busy day tomorrow. I'd like to walk but it will depend on my breathing. If I'm still having trouble breathing I'll wait either until I don't have trouble or until I see the allergy doctor. I told David I made an appointment and he seemed disgusted that I didn't make an appointment with my physician. I feel like it would be better to see the allergy doctor. I'm an adult and it's my choice. If I need to see Shellie I'll make an appointment but for now I'll see the allergy doctor.

Later.