Testing 1,2,3

I'm having my first real test this evening. David is off to Wendy's to get himself something to eat. I really wanted to ask him to get me something but I didn't. This is so hard. I don't really want junk food but it's still hard to say no to myself. It makes me want to give up. But I won't. I had a bowl of cereal for dinner and I still can eat some fruit. That will have to be good enough. I have to tell myself that I can do this, that I can eat healthier. No two ways about it, this is hard.