Challenge

I didn't wake up until 8:30 this morning. It's very cloudy outside and it's only 50 degrees. It's June 10th and it's only 50 degrees. What happened to summer? Anyway, the cloudy weather and low temperature are excuses not to go walking this morning. It's not raining out so I definitely could go for my walk but I'm procrastinating again. I had my bowl of cereal and took my meds instead. Maybe today I'll save the walk for this afternoon and go over and get the mail. Even if it's raining I can go for a walk.

I'm surprised at how much of a struggle this all is. I thought that once I made my mind up to change things that things would just change. But it hasn't worked out that way. I have to fight through so many feelings. In the end it will be worth the struggle. I like a challenge and this certainly is challenging.